Thursday, September 25, 2014


G.M. Hopkins
one word more

by Roberto Lavidez

there is
a day
of all
the year
when life
revisits me
nerve and
vein
in the
staring
darkness
I can hear
the harshness
of the
cold wind
blowing
my own
heart
let me
more
have pity
on;
let me live
to my
sad self
hereafter
kind
charitable
when waking
hearts can
pardon much
and hard men
feel a
softening
touch
what makes
the man
and what
the man
within
that makes:
I have
desired
to go
where
springs
not fail
to fields
where flies
no sharp
and sided
hail
and a few
lilies blow
give beauty
back
beauty
beauty
beauty
back to god
beauty’s self
and beauty’s
giver
it does
amaze me
when the
clicking hour
clings on
the stroke
of death
that I can
smile
your comfort
is as sharp
as swords
and I cry out
for wounded
love
what would
the world be
once bereft
of wet and
of wildness?
let them
be left
o let them
be left
wildness
and wet;
now one
word more
and then
I am gone
indeed
warn’d by
the bright
procession
of the stars
I did not
mean
to sleep
but found
I had slept
a little and
was chill
while a
subtle spirit
and rare
breathe
as in the
mysterious
air
above me
round me lie
fronting my
forward eye
with sweet
and scarless
sky

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Wednesday, September 24, 2014

life and life and life

A.Bierce, E. Blunden, I. Rosenberg, E. Browning,
E. Follen, J.Curran, O. Equiano, B. Jonson, G. Wither,
R. L’Estrange, J. Suckling, E. Jones, R. Emmet,
B. Bunting, H. MacDiarmid, C. McKay 

by Roberto Lavidez

life and life
and life
agrope in
the dusk
in pause
and stillness
of the early
prime
stood thinking
of the past
and present
time
if sadly
thinking
with spirits
sinking
could more
than drinking
my cares
compose
though
my head
in the dust
may be lying
and bad men
exult o’er
my fall
I shall
smile
at them
if we
must die
let it
not be
like hogs
hunted and
penned
in an
inglorious
spot
to live
or die
beg only I
just powers
some end
me give
and traitor
like
thus force
me not
without
a heart
to live
in ev’ry
field
in ev’ry
lane and
street
in ev’ry
house
almost in
ev’ry place
with cries
and tears
and loud
complaints
we meet
and each
one thinks
his own
the saddest
case
dangers
were always
in my path
and fear
of wrath and
sometimes
death;
while pale
dejection
in me
reigned
I often
wept
by grief
constrained
I sit in
solitude
and only
hear
long silent
laughters
murmurings
of dismay
the lost
intensities
of hope
and fear
I know not
if it was
a dream
I came
unto a land
where
something
seemed
the same
my soul
is free
as the
ambient air
although
my baser
part’s
immured
whilst loyal
thoughts
do still
repair to
accompany
my solitude
I have
no wife
no parent
child
ally
to give my
substance to
but whom
I make
must be
my heir
and this
makes men
observe me
the function
as it seems
to me
o poetry
is to bring
to be
at lang
lang last
that unity…
the Mason
stirs: 
words!
pens are
too light
take a
chisel
to write
every
birth
a crime
every
sentence
life
ah, where
is now
my peaceful
cot?
ah, where
my happy
home?

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Monday, September 22, 2014

rising moon

( J. Zenea, P. Santacilia, J. Milanes, E. Varona,
J. Luaces, J. Quintero, J. Manzano, J. Marti,
B. Byrne, R. Boti, J. Poveda, R. Villena,
G. Avellaneda, J.M. Heredia, E. Ballagas)

by Roberto Lavidez

my soul
consumed
by those
vague fears
departed
for distant
shores
where I
dampened
my memories
with bitter
tears of
my heart
my struggle
I’ve sustained
surprised
by strength
of late
unhappy
self
my grief’s
remained
my fight
grows
obstinate
lost among
towering
masses
a dark
slope
began to
appear
which as if
compelled
by an
invisible
hand
with
curious
terror
I drew
near
but if
you don’t
hear this
lamentation
hear my
torment
and my
pain
let the
waves
swallow me
the waves
that begin
to roar
and rail!
if brought
down and
torn into
shreds
is my flag
some 
terrible day
our dead
raising
their arms
shall
defend it
again
in their
way!
I have
the stern
impulse
and the
sacred
life of
my reveries
for those
who have
died
the sun
lengthens
in twilight
grateful
for the
people
their dogs
and children
fondly
greeting
as they go
unlike the
glacial
disdain of
rich suburban
men
Cuba!
you will
finally
be free
and pure
like the
breath
of light
that you
breathe
like the
roiling
waves
that you
feel kissing
the sand of
your coasts
good-bye!
the slow sail
creaks…
the anchor lifts…
the ship
shaken
cuts through
the waves
and silently
flies!
a heavy
iron hand
bears on
our hearts
a while
but in
joy
we come
to the
banquet
of the exile
oh countryside
when I see
your green
field calms
my young
heart
beats
cheerfully!
be blessed
by the man
who loved
you as
a child!
what is
your name
night of
nights?
tell me
your name
leave me
your
watchword
so that
I may
always
know you
I’ve witnessed
wings upon
the shoulders
of beautiful
women
in delight:
and I’ve
seen
butterflies
rising
as from
rubble
in their
flight
they are
harmonious
notes
of the world
in pain
this world
has a soul
for there is
a sensitive
soul in
everything
and if
when the
rising moon
is high
we see it
who will
give voice
to that
accent
with which
the sea
speaks
to us?...
voiceless
as a sigh

©robertolavidez2014

















Hesse burning

by Roberto Lavidez

the quest
for wisdom
made you
comb the
libraries
now
every page
speaks
the truth
that flashes
from you
I found
a way
of consolation
by digging
deep into
my pain
my love
no longer
knows names
and simply
wants to be
alone
hands of
mine
stop doing
mind of
mine
stop thinking
the most
splendid
summer
yearns
to fade
into fall
oh
autumn leaf
be still
and yielding
when the
wind
wants to
seize you
everything
remains and
will continue
only I am
alone
with anguish
and grief
so my life
drifts slowly
through
time
and will
wane
before long
and still
reach
the placeless
space where
the tides
of desire
rejoin the
timeless
ocean
after the
dry hard
notes of
unrelenting
sunny days
the rain’s
sad
mellow
sorrow
calls me
like a
sobbing
soul
pain is
a humbling
master
a wild fire
burning
through
our life
which we
no longer
recognize
as ours
a wall
of flames
surrounding
and
separating us
life simply
seems to
cease
sometimes
turns dark
stands still
stays frozen
my days
now drag
me down
no hearth
to give me
warmth
the ocean
is pounding
on the wall
the night sky
gazes through
my porthole
and the
desert air
blows its
hot breath
on me
a strange
sorrow
stabs my
soul
I walk
through
this town
unknown
the path
is thorny
sin and
death
its food

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Sunday, September 21, 2014

Puerto Rican medley

(Zavala, Velez, Rivera, Torres, Pinero, Ambert,
Laviera, Agueros, Collado, Bercedoniz, Margenat,
De Burgos, Benitez, Morales, Vega)

by Roberto Lavidez

this poetry
is bored
with solitude
it wants
to chew
on winds
and fill
its periods
with rolls
of tobacco
leaves
while my
swiftly
speeding
pen
breathes
its last
farewell
and end
to my joys
slipping
away
just once
before
I die
I want to
climb up
on a
tenement
sky
to dream
my lungs
out till
I cry
then scatter
my ashes
thru the
Lower East
Side
what shall I
be called
when all
remains
of me
is a
memory
upon a rock
of a
deserted
isle?
I woke up
wandering
in outer
space
than living
in this
world
ocean eyes
followed
interacting
within
screaming
above
searching
underneath
I writhe
unrelenting
lust
howls at
my breast
with canticles
of desire
there is
nothing in
our souls
that is not
echo
there’s no
oblivion
in this
reiteration
that gives
breath to
our days
they’re
going to
judge me
in leisurely
analysis
the voice
of pledges
of rhetorical
affection
the body
of language
lies fully
stretched
out here:
its ambiguous
succulence
demands
I touch it
where none
and as all
others have
they’re
coming
though
you may
still think
not
the times
when ideas
spread
from spot
to spot
look at me
with your
pelagic
glance
when your
shore
changes
in my
murmurings
to think
alone
to think
as all the
gathered
forces of
creation
think
and so
alone
alone
my revolution
fits so well
sometimes
I don’t
know
I’m
wearing it

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Saturday, September 20, 2014


Guillen, red
with flames

by Roberto Lavidez

I am
walking
I meet
dreamy
horses
dreamy
vendors
dreamy
home-
bound
drunks
I fall
I cry
I stumble
on the
men of
yesterday
how could I
one day
tear
through
that
hermetic
cage
the blue
seal and
come out
on the
endless
sky
fill the
empty
cup of love
mix
let’s all
mix alcohol
and laughter
blood
 sighs
bones
hearts and
kisses
suns and
lightning
flashes
blood
shines
on the
breast
of a cloud
that moves
slow in the
overcast sky
I am
walking
I meet
dreamy
horses
dreamy
vendors
dreamy
home-bound
drunks
I fall
I cry
I stumble
on the men
of yesterday
I feel
immense
night
fall on
profound
beasts
on innocent
castigated
souls
I come
from walking
far and
I remain
with my
people
I come
with my
memories
I come
with my
wounds
and my
verse
in what
language
do you
understand
me?
should I
address you
finally
in yes
in si
in bien
in well
in mal
in bad…
in very
bad?
and what
about
the rest
the other
thing
what we
would talk
about
my friend?
we’ve simply
grown up
we’ve grown…
but we don’t
forget
oh
dawn
of time
in flames!
oh sea
oh sea of
overflowing
blood!
I know
there will
come men
whose lives
are green
my ancestral
jungle
with their
pain
open like
a cross
and their
breasts
red with
flames
here
we are!
the word
comes to us
moist from
the forest
and a vital
sun arises
in our veins
but the
voices
lie in wait
trick me
surround me
knife me
and
bleed me
aren’t there
many distant
things that
still seem
close
but are now
definitively
dead?
the voice
of a guitar
hangs
in the air
it dreams
and cries

©robertolavidez2014